What...I'm 21? Lol.

It's sad...I just turned 21, feel no different, just feel like 30 is getting close! Hah. Isn't that just sad. I still have 9 years!

Oh but I had a lot of fun though! John and I got dressed nice and he took me to Biloxi for the evening! It was so nice. He is always so considerate of me and always giving me the best he can and loves me so very much. I can't get enough of him. God has blessed me in so many ways! Bringing him into my life has made me a whole new person...and I like this Lucy. hehe.

Yes...i gambled. Get over it. haha. I had a good time. We ate at the resturant there at the casino, boy was that expensive! On top of robbing you of money on the slots, they charge you an arm and a leg to EAT! Stupid if you ask me. Next time we will be going out to eat somewhere else, then off to play a bit.

Casinos is not something I think I would do offten. A very easy way to waste money, and these days I need my money to go into "sure" places. Lol. But, for a first time experience, it was very nice. I enjoy all date nights with my honey. He is never short to susprising me!

Here are some pics...

At A Time Like This...

When I have lost all control of my feelings and anger...God reminds me of something so wonderful and good. Tonight was a bad night for me. Some people will do anything to hurt another or act in vengeance. Thank God for his power and peace!

When I first opened this blog I started writing a whole bunch of crap...pretty much. I was bashing and writing how some adults just needed to grow up if they were going to call themselves adults...Then, i got a facebook notification. It was from a lady whose status I had commented on about those persons with special needs. I had commented that God made them so special and I aggreed with what she said about them not being sick and what not. Persons with special needs are such a blessing. So, I read her comment, she told me about her nephew. And my heart just filled so warmly.

God used that to change my whole feeling at that time. I am renewed. Wow...what an AWESOME God we serve! I give him all the glory and honor. These small little blessings are what makes my world go round.

Thank you God! I pray this for all of you!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone! Today has been a great day. I got up around 8:30 to help mom in the kitchen with food...yum. John came over and we ate around 12. Then it was christmas decorations and a little shopping! Then ended with a sweet movie, while wrapped up in John's arms. (gushy?) haha.

I LOVE this time of the year. We actually started listening to Christmas music today in the car! Love, love, love it! I know I will probably get tired of it in a few weeks...but its here! I am very very happy today. I guess I just have so much joy and happiness around me. God is good!

I have a lot to write about, but no time. I have a lot of experiences to share...

I will write more later! As for now...GOODNIGHT!

Making It Simple

It has been forever since I have last post on here. I miss writing on here. I used to use it to get some feelings out and progress on my life and so forth. As of today, I have made my life simple again. I asked myself..."what is the point in rushing things, trying TOO hard, wishing for more, yada yada yada"...when in reality, I am happy with my little simply life here. I have my family, my parents support me, believe in me, my brother, well...he is just there, but I know deep down he is supportive, John, oh the love of my life, he shows me nothing but gratitude and love, he respects me and my decisions, he encourages me to do the things in life that will make me a better person and supports me in decisions and risk that I take each day and he is always there when something goes wrong and I need someone to cry on. He is my rock and I love him so so much. My best friend, Rach. She is going to Haiti on Tuesday...for a month. I am really going to miss her. But she has some really exciting things going on there and I am so happy for her. When she comes back I will have to tell you guys all of the good news! Also, we are starting up some stuff together for Haiti...super excited. But above all of this, she listens to me when I need it most and gives me the words I need to hear to get me through the "whatever moment" I am in at that time. MOST OF ALL...I have God! Isn't that just awesome. Of all of these wonderful things...I, I can say, I have God. :) Badabing! It makes me happy all over. I know he is behind me 100%. I know that I will fail at some things, but I will also triumph at many things! Because he has told me so. In life, we have to make hard and sometimes harsh decisions. With this, sometimes it causes for hurt, pain, and misunderstanding. I hate this part of life...but in the end, my spirit feels so much better. Today, my life was simple...I feel so much better. In all of my weakness and pain, God teaches and has taught me a lesson...Each day does not go without significant meaning. You are significant. I am significant. And He...He is the one who makes it all possible!

With all my love and prayers to all of you who read this...make your lives simple. Live as if you were dying.

LeM Photography- fo sho?

This past week my friend and I have taken charge and gone forth with making my company, LeM, bigger and get off the ground. We have gotten a lot of emails and phone calls about the business. Kellee does amazing advertising work. We also have a HUGE potential big gig! I cant go into it right now but when or if it happens I will be sure to let you guys know. All I can say is God is good.

Life this week has been...lazy. Lol. Besides working a lot on the computer and getting LeM out. I have been spending a lot of time with my lil buger bear (aka Piper). She is Kellee's lil baby girl. She is precious. We have been just hanging out and enjoying our time together. Some other job applications were put out...that wasn't fun. But we need money coming in asap.

Here are some pics from the week.

UHH!

I do not feel myself right now. Today I was constantly reminded of things that I need not being told. Have you ever had those kind of feelings?

I just felt like everything someone said was directed at me in a wrong way. Grr! Im touchy tonight. Im tired...and I miss my man. I miss him so much. I got to spend a little time with him tonight, but games and pictures had to take place. I just want to cuddle up with him and sleep.

I do not like stressful situations...I feel so in the way. :( Oh boy...I hope I can sleep well tonight!

Is It Just Me, Or...

Is it just me...or is life just so grand sometimes that you can't help but smile!

Today...life is grand! Lol. Thank you God for a good day. :)

7 Pounds Down!!

Wow...one week...7 pounds down! Yay!!!! To be exact however, I could have lost more, because we weighed out first weigh in on the forth day...three days later on day 7, I was down 7 pounds! It is the most awesome feeling! Since then, Rachel and I have been walking/jogging three miles every day. We are hoping to boost the process just a little bit more! I can not describe this feeling. Taking control of your body in a positive way is so exhilarating! (spelling?) It is also a very emotional experience! My friend and I had made a list of incentives and goals that we wanted to reach, other than weight...and when I think about them and how soon they could be accomplished, I tear up. Loosing 7 pounds made me numb. Because i thought, wow...Lucy You Can Do This! Nothing is IMPOSSIBLE with God!!! Amen! Whew....I am feeling good tonight!

Oh not to mention, I got a job! haha. I started today. Its temporary and I am still looking for something new and better, but for now...ITS MONEY! lol.

I am amazed!